I was listening to a discussion on UCB radio this week about disciplining children and it got me thinking as I like so many others, had been shocked and upset to hear about the recent death of 13 year old girl Amber Peat. The media reported how, after being asked to do a household chore after coming back from a family holiday she had run off and took the tragic decision to hang herself. In the radio discussion they talked about the responsibility of children and whether responsibility for them lies with their parents and guardians or society. I for one thought it was an interesting question and one which we could all consider as our children spend more and more time away from their families in child care, educational, recreational and other settings away from us. I’m not for one minute suggesting this is a bad thing; we all need to go to work and live our lives, but its true that our children are nurtured less by families these days and increasingly more by society. I think it’s wonderful that our children have so many different influences and experiences; we wouldn’t want to wrap them up in cotton wool and keep them away from other people. However, one of the negatives is that when things do go wrong it’s all too easy to blame someone else. In an age of ‘blame culture’ it is all too easy to blame someone else for our problems and make excuses for our behaviour (I know I have) but surely we need to look beyond that and think about what we can do to help the situation
As the media reported the death of young Amber I am sure that like me you all wondered why? Was she being bullied, did she have mental health problems, was she being abused? The terrible thing is that no matter what reason Amber had for taking her own life, it’s too late now for her and her heartbroken family. But as Amber’s story fades into the background, surely we owe it to her and our young people to think about what we can do to stop this happening again. Have we really created a world where, when our children find the going gets too tough, their only choice is suicide?’ Oh dear God I hope not. I wish I could say this was an isolated incident but sadly it is not. I hear so many awful stories of our young people self harming and worse, like Amber killing themselves. I for one think this is so very tragic and why I am writing this article.
I’m no expert of course and readily confess that I have made some of the worst mistakes in my parenting efforts but at the same time experience is a great teacher. It’s tough being a parent and every families situation is different but one thing is for sure, at some point there are going to be difficulties. How we navigate those difficulties depends on many factors, sometimes we can manage them with no help at all or when we cannot quite manage we can look for support from external sources. However, when we do need help is it really there with the support agencies we have in place? Police, social workers, health visitors, child care providers, teachers etc all do a phenomenal job but all too often we hear of them being overworked or neglectful and unable to do their jobs well; or worse still some of which are abusers themselves. So many times when a child is abused or worse still, killed at the hands of their parents, we blame the social worker or the police or someone, anyone, we need to know who and why? Does it make us feel better to have someone to blame?
Maybe this article needs to be written by a much more qualified person but I felt I needed to share my thoughts with you. I guess it’s because I remember feeling like Amber did and I wanted to do something for her. I remember feeling suicidal at that age, even younger than 13 and although I knew I wanted someone to help me I didn’t know who. I just wanted someone, anyone. The fact that nobody could make it all better and because life hurt too much made me want to die, to stop the pain. Thankfully I didn’t, and life carried on for me, finally getting better many years later. Every story is different and we will never know why precious Amber made that awful decision. I just wish she had reached out for help, to run to someone, anyone, to cry and wail and shout and scream how unfair it all is, anything rather than throw her life away so tragically. Personally I have to wonder if we are all responsible for these tragic decisions our young people take. No, I’m not blaming you personally but if we ask ourselves the question just as they did in the radio debate, ‘who is responsible for our children? Surely we have to come to the conclusion that we all are. Sometimes I wonder if we live our lives in too much of a hurry, working too much, worrying about what we have, what we wear, what we look like. (Yes I’m guilty too.) Even when we are spending time with each other are we playing with our phones, ipads, tablets? (Guilty again.) I know I sound old and boring but it does sadden me when my 6 and 7 year old grandchildren play with these things when we spend precious time together.) I’m just wondering if we exercised a little bit of self awareness, couldn’t we all try a bit harder with the eye contact, paying someone a heartfelt compliment, actually meeting that old friend for that coffee instead of just talking about it (guilty as charged again.) I know there is so much more I could do and I wonder of you could too? Personally I think our children grow up too quickly, they take life far too seriously and they certainly don’t giggle enough. Adulthood is a serious business and suicide is a terrible, tragic decision to make, one that our children should never ever think about. Please let us all do all we can to make sure none of us ever feels that lonely again.